I still feel its unreal, it still seems like i could go home at any time and see him, i want more hugs, more funny stories, and more laughter. it doesn't seem real and some days i sit down and it hits me and feels like someone had punched me in the gut.
Stupid little scenes on tv shows and movies that seemed kind of sad nowdays make me cry, my emotions are so fragile. i talked to mum on the phone today [shes in Aus, but shes comming back tomorrow] i told her this is the longest ive been with out seeing her since dad died and i cried so much and i made her cry, i was super paranoid that she would die while she i away and i wouldn't see her again but i think because my biggest fear came true which was losing a parent im so scared i will loose the other i think i am beginning to worry about every tiny bad thing that could possibly happen
I am officially calling my self a 100% pessimistic person.
R.I.P Dad 1956-2009
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly
I've never knew what it was to be alone
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
And ill come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see
And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me
I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me
I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone
And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me
I'm glad he set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still
And what you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning
And you always will
And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me
It feeds like cancer. This guilt could fill a fucking sea.
Pulling teeth, wolves at my door.
Now falling and failing is all I know.
I may look happy, but honestly dear,
the only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear.
Greatest deed Luke Skywalker ever did was take down the Death Star, right? As far as I'm concerned, that's what everybody needs. You need that one bad-ass thing that lets you live on forever, you know.
SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Can I Drive You Home?
Can I Crash into Your Life?
Can You Fix My Fall?
Can You Break My Heart Tonight?
this week i was trapped in a room with Robin Williams,
a zombie ate him which is okay, but i was left to fend for myself.
i woke up before i was eaten so thats good.
Bootiful
I Want to marry this man.
Fuck Yeah Nasa, Space Is Awesome..
I Real Like Graffitti Art...
I Also Reallly Like Helsinki...
If there was a zombie invasion,
this would not be the ideal place to hide..
Five.
What the hell.
if they dont arrive tomorrow im going to explode.
so i need somthing to ease the pain.
OOh Sweet CTE, You Are Amazing
This is just the cutest.
WHERE ARE MY GODDAMN TUNNELLLSS
Elliot is the coolest thing ever.
im the youngest, my older sister influenced me to become all tattoos and piercings.
my history teacher, cause im always late and i never hand things n on time and he never gets angry cause he know what im like!! :]
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